Post by Mirepaw on Feb 4, 2008 1:01:22 GMT -5
*stabs self* I feel like an idiot right now. Well, actually, I don't know what I feel like. I'm working fine, but whenever I come to roleplay anywhere it's like my mind just stops. Whenever I /think/ about it my mind starts getting hot. I feel like I'm getting a fever right now, and as I type it's getting worse. But I don't have a fever. Oh, now it's spreading. Great.
I haven't been on in a while. And I probably won't be on this week either. I didn't even want to post anything, but I thought I at least owe you guys an apology for vanishing so long. Glancing at some of the roleplays, I can see I'm needed in some spots. I'm sorry. I'll get to them eventually.
My grandma had an accident and is a few days out of the hospital, but we need to keep an eye on her because she has a fever and all sorts of things that keep adding up. So I've had less time recently because we go to visit her. Not that I regret that...
And for some reason I seem to be falling apart. I used to always get stuff done on time, ahead of time, despite all my free time. Now I find myself procrastinating so badly that for the past week I've barely managed to get each night's homework done. Why? Because I just haven't been doing it. My face is hot, and I can't focus.
And I keep thinking differently. One moment I'll be worried out of my mind about something, the next I'll realize that there's really nothing to worry about and that it's a small thing. Then I'll tell myself to stop kidding, that is /is/ important. I don't even know right now. Perhaps I shouldn't be writing this right before I go to bed, with my quasi-fever and whatnot.
And now I'm just spewing out stuff. And getting annoyed by the fact that I keep starting paragraphs with "and". I think I better get some sleep, tuck myself under heaps of blankets and see how hot I can get.
Well, that's my horrible, drawn-out, guilty excuse. I'll see you in a week or so. Sorry for troubling all of you with my problems. This is what happens when I try to give a simple explanation... Tomorrow I'll probably feel terrible about being so melodramatic. Oh well. See you.
I haven't been on in a while. And I probably won't be on this week either. I didn't even want to post anything, but I thought I at least owe you guys an apology for vanishing so long. Glancing at some of the roleplays, I can see I'm needed in some spots. I'm sorry. I'll get to them eventually.
My grandma had an accident and is a few days out of the hospital, but we need to keep an eye on her because she has a fever and all sorts of things that keep adding up. So I've had less time recently because we go to visit her. Not that I regret that...
And for some reason I seem to be falling apart. I used to always get stuff done on time, ahead of time, despite all my free time. Now I find myself procrastinating so badly that for the past week I've barely managed to get each night's homework done. Why? Because I just haven't been doing it. My face is hot, and I can't focus.
And I keep thinking differently. One moment I'll be worried out of my mind about something, the next I'll realize that there's really nothing to worry about and that it's a small thing. Then I'll tell myself to stop kidding, that is /is/ important. I don't even know right now. Perhaps I shouldn't be writing this right before I go to bed, with my quasi-fever and whatnot.
And now I'm just spewing out stuff. And getting annoyed by the fact that I keep starting paragraphs with "and". I think I better get some sleep, tuck myself under heaps of blankets and see how hot I can get.
Well, that's my horrible, drawn-out, guilty excuse. I'll see you in a week or so. Sorry for troubling all of you with my problems. This is what happens when I try to give a simple explanation... Tomorrow I'll probably feel terrible about being so melodramatic. Oh well. See you.